"This i believe"

My whole life i have been trying to rush things and grow up. In tell about 6 months ago. I thought that i wanted to grow up fast and do everything at a younger age. I got my first job as a dish washer when i was 12. At my friends grandma's resturant. I worked every weekend. I worked at firework stands in the summer. I always was trying to do some kind of work for little extra money. Like baby sit or cleaning, and things like that. The main reason i was always trying to have a job is because i wanted to be an adult and do things like an adult. I always hung out with older people, some my age. I said when i was 13 that i wanted to move out and i couldn't wait to get my own place so i could be my own boss. My mom always told me to not try and rush to grow up, cause you only have a little bit of time to be i kid and have no responsability's, but you have your whole life to get a job and be an adult. With a million responsability's. I never lisoned to what she told me i just thought of it that she was just trying to tell me what to do like always, and that she just didn't want me to have all the fun that adults get to have. I believe now that i should of lisoned to my mom and injoined my child heard and not tried to grow up cause there is plenty of time to do that. But now i am 16 years old and pregnant so i have to grow up and i realize now that growing up ain't as fun as i thought when i was kid. You might be able to go nd do things and not have to ask your mom for permission first but there are alot more unfun things that come with growing up then fun, you have alot more responsability's and you don't have your mom to walk beside you and hold your hand and guide you through everything step by step, my mom is still here for me but i am just having to learn how to do things on my own and not be able to relay on her to do those thngs, like laundry or making doctors appointments those don't sound like much but there are a million oothers things that come along with groing up. I wish that i would of lisoned to my mom and been a kid when i had the chance but now i can't. That is why i believe that i should have lisoned to my mom.